I NEED MORE MEANING IN MY LIFE.
i really dislike living from day to day,
barely getting by. after awhile i get
sick of everything.

tmr will be my relax day.
AWESOME!
i love staying at home doing my own things.
going out is such a chore.
especially to a lazy person like moi.
can't wait for sonia to get back.
then we can have our first legal drink together.
as 18 year olds.

sigh. someone is going away.
sucks to know i cant always have what i want.
should i write a card?
yes.
sigh.
sigh.
there is so much that i am feeling write now
but somehow i dont know how to express it.